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Sunday, April 17, 2016

Married life. Finally.

An entry.
hey hey hey
It's been so long, that I almost forgot that this blog exist. I've been so busy sometimes I forget that I am married and maybe I should slow down with all the work. 

Well, the all time favourite question nowadays must be the "How's married life?" And to answer that I have to screen how the person who asked. well, you know, you have to let them hear what they want to hear. Being an architect with a non architect partner ain't easy. I am so lucky that my husband is so understanding I felt terrible each time I have to stay back late or left him all alone during weekend because I have to get into the office. 

Life ain't that hard as long as you know what you want or need and stop giving a damn on what people think your life should be. You know all those "kalau aku...", and oh...I can't even type all those 'advice' because they are just too negative. 

Well anyway, I am stuck doing all those drawings I feel like I should've resign immediately and scare to death that I might not be able to get any other job. (yes, I am that paranoid about not being able to get job and unable to have my own pocket money) I been seeing a lot of people kept on posting that "IF YOU ARE TIRED WITH YOUR JOB, REST, DON'T QUIT" thingy. Well, quit is never an option. But I am in that state where I am confuse whether I actually hate the job or I hate the people who involves in the job. Most probably, a lil bit of both.

Okay. Enough about me ranting about life. My life is okay. I've been surrounded with many wonderful soul, I  know I have not being thankful enough.

So, too those who wonder whether or not I am now a Mrs. I am a Puan now. I still feel awkward when people addressed me as Puan though. Here I introduce you the man who steals my heart. (pfftttt..cliche) He's coping well with my randomness, my cartoon-ness my non-stop ranting and all the other bad habit. So to the question of "How's married life?"

We are still learning about each other. We don't really date before married. It happened so fast. I still don't know his favourite color. he he  he. As someone who used to tell everyone that she doesn't want to get married because she is so comfortable living her own life and she's so in love with her freedom, our marriage made some other girls who had the same philosophy re-think about theirs. It's not impossible to be able to meet someone and feel like "okay, we can be BFF forever. Let's do this."
You can't force it to happen, but God's will. It will happen if He want it to happen. 

Till then. I have to start looking at the drawings again. T_T

- E N D -

Friday, February 26, 2016

The 5th day


Friday, February 19, 2016


After all, the only person you can really count on is, YOURSELF.

Monday, February 15, 2016


15 Feb 2016

It's this Saturday.

Sometimes I think I need someone to pinch me just to make sure this is really happening.

Office work is still hell.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016


Down with fever.

Had that loooonnngg site meeting with endless issues.

By evening, i received this.

Thanks for the thought.
Always that thoughtful you.


10 days ahead

Felt a bit unwell today. I went to the office this morning to find out that i am totally not in a good condition to work. Checked all the necessary things and got home. Slept for a while and woke up still feeling shitty.

I don't know if this is a near marriage life syndrome or what. But to date, i am still hell busy handling 2 contracts with 6 site projects in it. With 5 projects already on site. I sometimes feel like killing everyone on site because THEY make my miserable life more miserable.

To be honest, when people asked that question "How do you feel?" I am curious enough to know exactly how i feel. Seriously. I don't panic, overwhelmed, expecting fairy tales or any necessary feelings that a bride should feel when the nikah day is just 10 days ahead.

Well, anyway, I am a bit freak out just now to realize that it's 10 days ahead. I can't believe my eyes when i saw it on calendar just now. I only have 1 weekend left.


- E N D -

Monday, February 8, 2016

That moment when your late father's friends text you and ask if they they can be there during your nikah.

We miss you Bapak. Everyday.

Friday, February 5, 2016

Beberapa hari sebelum hari kahwin

Tak kurang yang sibuk tanya bila nak parti buih. Atau yang ajak lepak. Satu yang pasti. Aku dah pencen arrange2 event mahupun sesi lepak. Untuk wedding aku pon aku jugak nak kna bersusah payah membahagiakan orang lain. Nak kna arrange mahupun keluar duit sebab nak sangat "trend bachelorette" party tu. Nak ajak lepak pon aku jugak nak kna keluar duit. Nak kena berkira sedikit. Duit bukan datang terbang free masuk purse. Maka. Baik cari spa pegi sorang-sorang puas hati.

Paham sendiri je lah.

Saturday, January 30, 2016


It's been really busy lately. I only home for bath and sleep.

And... my mentee told me. "You are so lucky. I want to be like you."

Ok la. I am lucky.

Sebenarnya sebab dapat bunga. Pakcik-pakcik kat site mengampu lebih, dan mungkin dia masih lagi terpengaruh tengok movie macam best je jadi architect.

Malangnya, semua manusia terabai. Mak duduk rumah pon macam krik krik je anak dia balik tido je. Awal pagi dah keluar. Say hi pon tak sempat.

And I miss my abandoned ninja turtle. Kesian. #terabai

Friday, January 22, 2016

Sweet like sawit

Soulmate being so sweet like sawit.


Wednesday, January 13, 2016


Yesterday was just another bad day. I felt shitty. Felt like punching the client in the face and everything just went wrong.

After so long. Here we go again. Nangis lepas meeting. I used to cry in the car right after those hectic meetings. Sometimes nangis sometimes whateverrrr kan je keadaan. But yesterday was exceptional. Tido lambat. Meeting sepanjang hari. Client bercakap sesuka hati.

Salu macho, semalam hanco.

So, Mr.Lemonade sent me this today.

Unfortunately. Still feel shitty. Ha!

Ok. Half shitty.

Sebab Lemonade deliver kasih sayang, macam tak aci still feel 100% shitty.

Orang tanya bila nak kawen?
"Ada 4 kali CCM before the day."

Sedihnya kisah ni.
Nak kawen pon tak tenang.

Monday, January 4, 2016



First Monday of 2016. Happy Monday.