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Monday, June 22, 2015

Dear everyone. Including you, Kunang!

I am well known with my mulut longkang. I am super transparent. When i don't like something. It shows. When i like something....er..i still look like i don't like it.. hehe..

I'm the kind who hide her friends' timeline in order to keep the relationship in it's healthy condition. I rant a lot. Here. And twitter. I went all meroyan sometimes. But but but... i try my best not to insult. I did insult i know.

With the world turning into global village, manusia semakin taksub menjaja diri di media sosial. Bukak puasa apa. Upload. Pegi terawikh. Upload. Baca quran page berapa. Upload. Gaduh ngn laki, bini, kawan, mertua, ipar duai. Upload. Bagi sedekah. Upload. Jadi di manakah keikhlasan?

I requote dr.muhaya. "apa tujuan gambar-gambar itu semua dikongsi?" I somehow am one of those. Post gamba tiada faedah. Sape yang nak di please?

I hope i haven't done that berdoa di media sosial part. (Rasa mcm tak pernah. Finger cross tu ..err..banyak kali..)Banyak kita tengok sekarang, stok berdoa untuk diri sendiri or keluarga di media sosial. Again. Doa kepada siapakah?  Aku dah agak meluat tengok orang berdoa kat Fb. Belum kira kisah "hubby saya belikan saya this and that" sebanyak 150 juta kali seminggu. Or, message husband "tolong belikan santan before balik. Love you." di wall Fb. Ke mana fungsi direct message? Whatsapp? Motif nak semua orang tahu ko suruh suami ko beli santan before balik?

Ok. Satgi banyak pulak yang cakap "anak dara tua ni mula dahhh"

So sebelum aku merapu dengan lebih jauh lagi. Ahkak tinggalkan adik-adik sekali dengan sekeping gamba lilies in preggo jar. I just found out i love lilies. Gittew minah bunga sekarang. Motip nak bagitahu semua orang ko suka lilies? Hahahahaha...

Maka. Beringat-ingat lah sebelum mengepos. Tak usah nak bangga sangat hari ni baca quran smpai page berapa.

Siapa yang cuba ko impress?

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

if you can't agree to disagree. then don't start provoking.

i don't know where to start. and how to make this understandable.

2 things i learn today.
1 - if you can't agree to disagree. don't start arguing.
2 - the more you want to know about others' business. The pitier you become. I am proud of myself today for being able to say "please, i don't want to know" during mengumpat session.

So today. i had friend texting me over in whatsapp group just to tell me s/he is annoyed with the TMJ vs Nazri issue. Yes. I understand. For some people, they just feel like the need to respect the  royal family sounds just ridiculous. Been there. Trust me when i say i hate protocols. But to easily say stuff like 'kenapa nak exaggerate sangat nak kena hormat Raja dan sebagainya?' . really. you shouldn't talk about this matter with me if the only thing you want to listen is. yes you are right. Nazri should smack TMJ in the face.

If you want to hear to, no, the royal family doesn't deserve such respect. No. Im not the right person to talk to. They might not be my close family. But being one from many born with the name Raja taught me a lot about people. I become me today because of how 'rakyat jelata' used to treat me before.

S/he raised and issue about how s/he doesn't agree why some people need to exaggeratedly 'back-up' TMJ. And my respond was, 'I don't agree with you'. He spoke up on behalf of his people. And of course they do not agree on how Nazri responded to TMJ.

So, s/he got mad, Started to say something like, 'i thought u said u don't care about the royal thingy?'

Yes. i don't care. But it doesn't mean you can simply say anything you want. Stereotyping the whole royal family is what people do all these while. You have no idea how hard it is to bring this name. How cynic people  became when they knew your real name. How bitter people react when you did something not right and they start to stereotyping you because you have Raja in your name. i learn to agree to disagree from a very young age. what i respond to you dear friend is a reminder. never start a fight if you can't agree to disagree.

let compare apple to apple. When we were abroad. People say bad things about our religion. How disgust you feel? Same goes to me. What you know now, is just what your brain let you digest. You want to hate people. Go ahead. I can't agree with you. Know your limit when talking. Some people just sensitive enough. You can't blame them. Some of them were raised in the istana themselves. The uprising process were where the way of talking, the way of addressing are all in protocol. Kita yang tak berprotocol ni. Tak payah la nak mengutuk sangat. Tak jadi lagi bagus pun.

one more thing. if you start to use your social media to hate others. Pity you.

- E N D -

Monday, June 15, 2015

Another year added. Wiser. Younger heart.

Never been busier. But feel blessed. Each year, i count how many birthday wish do i get. Whoever that are really close to me know how picky i am when it comes to open up to certain people. I choose my friend. I guard my heart. And most of the time, i am in control. Teha told me yesterday on how cool i look in the real world but the real me is actually here. In this blog. Here is definitely the other side of me. Kelam kabut. Jiwa kacau. Huru hara. Yup yup.

Very fruitful day for a birthday. 2 meetings in a row. 2 submissions. 1 presentation that had been cancelled. Good and bad news. Handling team with most of the members are men, principal from various firm and being among the youngest in the room just made me wanna puke. One consultant asked about my age today. With a smile i answered, "approaching 30," .

Weird enough. But i do hope i look older.

Here what i got for my birthday. My favourite thing from favourite people. (Gamba combi biru blakang je bukan gift. Tu lukis sendiri bertahun dahulu) so what else do you need? There's always a reason to be happy. Gamba anak sedara tido pon made my day. So. Always find a reason to stay positive. Because u worth it. (Said a person who used to be in critical depression. -_-)

Tengah cuba make time for some people. Saba ye adik adik. Ahkak busy sangat ni.

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Of work, life and love

It's been busy lately. Sometimes Mak will complain about how busy i've been.  I've gained  weight for not having proper meal and sleep most of the time.

Happier life. Busier work life. Random events. Random surprise. In conclusion. I am okay with everything in my life at the moment.

I still hate Monday. Still prefer no jerung. Still love to rant kind of Kunang. Still socially awkward. Still have that problem to say no to extra workload.

And today. I finally had that chance to cook again. Woohooo..that feelings... i love to cook more than i love to eat...definitely need to start that cooking therapy thingy again. Andddd..the most important thing is..to have someone or bunch or people to eat it.

I miss you!!!

*my friend just can't believe it when i said this. Steel woman don't have this kind of feelings she said.

Not steel enough. I have my own soft spot. Jeng jeng jeng..