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Sunday, June 15, 2014

life is too short to be wasted

it's been super hectic this week.
the workload was getting crazy and the due date make me wanna scream.
and, there's no sign of this situation will eventually stop or getting slower. i conclude that i'm a bit slow to catch up with the super fast pace at the work place.

working life had been really stressful, with the high demand boss, fussy clients, and crazy workload. and to make it worst, this week, my phone had been hacked. and i kinda have a lot of non-office business to be done by this week.  sometime, at the office, when we were all rushing and struggling dealing with the 'high profile' client, i stop and stare. i seriously don't want to imagine myself still doing this for another 10 years. i sometime confused myself. 'ni ofis arkitek ke bursa saham? apsal kelam kabut macam jual beli saham?'

now, i have a serious face breakouts and when i was home. i just want to be alone. i need that damn solitude thingy. so, i kinda have ignored my mum lately. i didnt talk much, i dont want her present, and i don't want to talk to anyone when i'm home. i sometime dream about work and wake up at the middle of the night just because i think i found solution to the unresolved design.

and Allah never test you with something that  u can't take. my hard time for this week hasn't been rewarded yet. but He did blessed me in so many ways. I got calls for few other opportunity. it hasn't been confirmed yet. but there will be a discussion. i was like "discussion pon aku kena happy, sebab susah nak dapat chance ni." i slowly adapting my office working style. which is, from 6-9..focus. sila kejar semua. and today. banyak betul random kindness.minggu ni selain minggu yang aku rasa aku baru je dengar boss aku jerit 'i hate monday' tapi tetiba dah jumaat, minggu ni minggu yang kegembiraan tu dihantar berterusan. Ada saja berita baik selepas setiap berita tak best (berita tak best ni seperti berita client call dan menjerit2 macam manusia tak berilmu pengetahuan), ada je tiba-tiba manusia sweet belanja something, walaupon setin nescafe sebab nampak aku dah lemau. ada je nak bagi itu ini.

selaku manusia yang mudah tersentuh (hahahhahah), bila orang tanya aku ok ke tidak pun aku dah terharu. Bila banyak random kindness. lagi laaa...air mata idak la keluar. tapi terharu tu lain maciam punya.

hari ni. tengah aku poyo-poyo saturday blues. ada akak ni bagi aku macam-macam. terharu la jugak. some of the thing siap memang dalam list memang perlu beli. macam ditampar, terus terdetik 'kalau memang Allah kata kita punya, tak payah usaha pun boleh dapat!' maka untuk hari ni, aku kensel saturday blues, dah bersedia untuk sunday blues. hahhaha...

semoga semua random kindness, dibalas dengan berita-berita gembira juga insyaAllah. Hidup ni singkat. bila terlalu 'letih', kita kna alert dengan kebaikan yg Allah limpahkan.

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