currently im having this conflict with myself...conflict apa...aku pon tak tahu.. i am at the stage where i am too afraid about everything..outcome for ADR and PP and everything...(banyak kan masa aku untuk berfikir?)
so today, i decided to go to hobart and forget everything...i dont want to go to today's ADR meeting because i no longer have interest of doing it. (they kinda want me do what i don't really want to do...i mean, they let me choose at first, and say no later. so what's the point of getting me choosing what i think i want to do?)
i have few friends that encourage me to just go and do whatever i think is right...i mean..they said..yes to hobart plan...and i have few friends that say..NO NO to hobart plan....
so...this morning... i figure out that..the NO team is winning...due to a very bad weather...i have to stay!
T_T so. i think i would want to just sleep whole day and wake up and forget all the misery. im hoping that this is just the PMS thingy. I need to be okay for the final battle. i really need to. takde masa nak down down. i need to stay positive. and at this moment. i need to sleep.
*yes. deep down. i really feel like going to the bus station, beli tiket balik KL..hahhaa...not that im homesick. tapi nak lari kejap je dari rasa tak best ni. and deep down. i hope this bad weather will cause flood. so. school tutup. ha ha ha.
weatherzone update. siap tulis. IF IT'S FLOODED - FORGET IT!!
T_T fine~ please be ok kunang! now. tido dulu!
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