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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Seronoknya...

Seronok sangat manusia bila bercerita tentang keaiban orang lain...lebih hina...yang mendengar dan mengiakan...

Pimpin tangan ke neraka...pegang erat erat...

Yang tak sudi dengar turut dicela...mungkin patut ditampor sekeping dua?

Sudah sudah laaaa...

Monday, November 26, 2012

identity crisis...not!!

As usual...rasa macam diri ada crisis dengan diri sendiri..RASA....

Ska used to tell me this...

"Ko suka..tapi nanti ko rimas"

Betul la tu...

*kesian niece aku ni...dapat auntie ignorant.. tapi menempek je dia... manja betul budak ni...esok2 dia dah takde depan mata ni teringat laa scene2 dia bermanja2 lepas tu aku rasa macam nak cepuk je sebab rimas..haih...lepas tu setiap masa lapar...perut aku ngan dia mcm perut aku lagi besar..mana space dia bubuh makanan dia makan tu...??? Portion makanan dia? Double or maybe triple yang aku makan..nak tuduh tak bismillah before makan beria dia tadah tangan baca doa makan...

Oke..dah start rimas...

Anak2 sedara aku semua tido bersilat...wai wai wai???  T_T

-E N D-

Friday, November 23, 2012

Serious talk

I had this serious talk with my mom this afternoon..so..normally..usually..whenever I say serious talk...it refers to the marriage thingy..

Now that I m old enough and got no boyfriend (steady one) and everyone starts talking about it...

I had bunch of people asking me about why I still single... and seriously... I dont have answer for it... sometimes it was me who refuse to be in the relationship...due to many factors...like I was super young at the moment these guys ask me about tying the knot while all I had in mind is just what to draw for the next project...(i'll reconsider my answer if they ask me now..haha) or I just knew I cant stand them..

Selebihnya..ayat mudah..takde sape yang berkenan...ayat yang orang tua-tua tak bape berkenan nak dengar...

Most of the closest friend of mine have not yet get married...and some of them are still single..same goes to the cousins...they're still single and I can see that they're happy with their status now...hmmm...

But the elders especially..the aunties..mommies..and surprisingly the uncles as well..they are all worried about us....maybe all of us should stay together if we're not married ey? And I can sure the whole big family will go ballistic with this 'not getting married' idea...

'Tarikh tutup' dah lepas...but at this stage..they cant say anything since I still have another year to finish the course insyaAllah..how do we tell them not to worry about this matter?

*Penat dah nak jawab soalan soalan berkaitan ini...takde jawapan...belum lagi dengar spekulasi risau mereka pasal keturunan kami yang ramai tak kawin..haih..kebetulan je tuuuu... -_-

Kalau boleh timbang kati jodoh ni macam beli buah...semua orang dah kawen dah aku rasa...

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Cuti sangaaatttt...

Ni lah buah hati tak berapa buah hati..pengarang jantung tak berapa karang...time rasa malas nak kawan aku biar je dia terabai..hahaha..

E N D

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Bagi satu takkan pulangnya dua

Sama kisah
Buat jahat dapat dosa
Buat baik dapat pahala
Buat biadap,  takde nya tiba tiba orang nak suka kau,
Buat baik, orang bodoh je benci kau.

Simple.
Apa yang susah sangat nak paham?

E N D

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Few times in a week..or maybe less than a week..

Bini no 2?

Selain daripada membuat kami rasa like "we don't deserve to be the first and the only one..."

How do I put away the perspective that you set yourself in our mind...???

Honestly...buruk benar perspective yang korang set tu...

Motif soalan begitu?

E N D

Monday, November 12, 2012

luka masih berdarah

AlFatihah...

untuk arwah Ayah. (panggilan untuk arwah-Raja Ahmad Zaki)



tengah mengemas ternampak card ni...pedihnya rasa hati.

lepas bukak dan baca...rasa yang tak tergambar dengan kata-kata.

aku tak paham...

kenapa susah sangat nak let it go? kau ingat kau sorang sedih? kau tu siapa je...

tengah biar mp3 shuffle sendiri..terkeluar pulak lagu 'my way'...buat masa ni...aku rasa lagu tu 'berhantu'..aku tak boleh dengar...sebab nanti aku terus break down...sebab terlalu banyak cerita di sebalik lagu tu...

Allahuakbar... tabah Kunang! banyak pengajaran. banyak hikmah yang dah kau nampak dan bakal nampak.

masa aku kat sana, dia mintak nak tengok cerita 'while you were sleeping'... aku tak pernah tengok cerita tu...teringin nak tengok...

tapi...

aku tau aku belum cukup tabah...

Allahuakbar...

semoga mereka lebih tabah.

- E N D -

biar papa asal bergaya

baru nak tulis entry yang lebih kurang sama kisah nya...

blogwalking sat...skali dia dah tulis mende yang lebih kurang...

aku tak tahu siapa yang cipta prinsip ni...

'biar papa asal bergaya'

'biar menyesal beli, jangan menyesal tak beli'

terima kasih kepada perkataan impression.

terima kasih juga kepada mulut-mulut manusia plastic yang sibuk belek brand ape baju kau pakai, jam apa kau sarung, barang branded apa lagi yang kau punya.

simpati juga kerana gagal mengawal nafsu untuk tidak membazir seolah-olah harta takkan habis diguna.

apa guna kawan 'plastic' yang kau kejar sedangkan bila susah kawan 'sampah' kau ni jugak yang kau cari?

kau nak papa..kau papa lah sorang-sorang... berfikir sebelum bertindak..dah bertindak baru nak berfikir...dah tak berguna...

ye..dalam kepala kau..kau sorang yang tahu...yang dalam kepala aku..aku punya pasal.

- E N D -

Sunday, November 11, 2012

dunia ini kecil.

mutual friend bersepah.

aku boleh nampak mak aku kadang-kadang meluat.
kadang-kadang buat muka hairan.

ke mana pergi ada je yang kenal.
asal sembang sure kawan orang lain kawan aku.
kawan aku, kawan aku sorang.

nak lagi stress.
cerita pasal kawan bapak aku. aku kenal  jugak.
buat lagi  tak tahan. anak nya kawan aku.

baru nak introduce.
aku dah mula ayat tipikal aku.

orang kenal dah dia ni.

sikit lagi sure ada yang putus asa.

kelompok komuniti aku mungkin kecik sangat.
balik balik jumpa yang tu jugak.

yang aku tak paham. macam mana mak pak kami juga boleh berkawan?
boleh tak tahu pulak tu. (lempang muka sendiri laju-laju)

- E N D -

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

they ruin my day..just like that!!

bad customer service... judging sales assistant... are people that i hope will disappear from this world... if killing is not consider as crime... i am more than happy to kill this people for FREE...

i went to two place today.. in fact..i just got back and can't wait to blog about my day.

in the morning...i went to this spectacle shop..yup..i badly need a new glasses..i almost blind at night... but the sales assistant annoyed me.. when i said i wanted a square-ish frame..she said it would be better if i had an oval one..when i said...i  prefer square..she still insist of me on having the oval one...

one simple rule...

CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT

check power mata pon belom..semua pon belum...sibuk dia nak jual frame...so..try not to be mean at first...i said..maybe we should go and check my eyes first..and she insist of picking the frame first...bila customer tak happy..semua jadi hodoh... maka terus tak jadi... politely i said...it seems like i don't like any of the frame... so maybe next time i datang pulak..baru sibuk nak keluarkan frame square...tak payah! dah terlambat.!!!

next story..

i went to art friend later... remember the art shop i wrote before?...about how i love the shop? it is located at The Garden

ok..i still love the shop... but i hate the staff who worked today. i believe the lady is the boss or the owner or something...

i am pissed off...like seriously pissed... i have registered myself as a member last month if im not mistaken.... and the staff who served me ask for my IC number... (the had this cardless membership...and i hate this system...) and i can see its written there as invalid... and the staff who served me made 'the face' which annoyed me like hell...and without any attempt to re-check or at least politely ask about my membership...he just checked out all the items...and total it... so i asked later..

'what happen to my membership?'

'it's invalid.' told the staff

'you don't even re-check my ic number..'

he made this face (sangat mintak pelempang) and the boss came ..

she ask...'when did you register your membership?'

i told her it's around last month or few weeks before..i can't recall..but i did register...

and she ask me whether i still keep the receipt... and i was like...who's on earth keep their receipt...bukan boleh claim ke ape..and its like RM10 or 15 membership..(mati tak ingat...bersepah membership sana sini..)

i know that member will get 10% off...and i bought quite a lot..with that 10% off...i could buy at least a tall starbucks coffee...so..harus la aku upset..

and surprisingly...the lady said to me... IF you had registered your membership...just bring over the receipt...IF you  had register...of course your name will appear or our staff had key in your name wrongly...

and still..no effort of checking my details...

okay la...

dear Art Friend owner...

as an art lover... i love your shop...i fell in love with the shop first  time i step  into it..but today's incident disappoint me...the way you served me..the way you talk as if i had lied about the membership part really annoyed me... hope you wont do it again to anyone...i might go again to your store at least once again...but if the same thing keep happening...'accusing' your customer lied about their membership...

you'll lost one of the customer...or maybe more than one...i buy a lot of art stuff all the time...i know losing one customer won't effect you... but we art people...are linked!

you 'hurt' one of us...you 'hurt' us all.

* tu belum kisah sales asssistant kat kedai lain... i think the reason i love book shop is because the people in the book shop usually wont judge..they dont care how you look like...kau cantik ke hodoh ke...kau masuk nak beli or just nak tengok-tengok...kau pakai bag brand ape...baju brand apa...kasut apa...perfume apa.. they just don't care... that is why i always love the 'book people'.

one of thousand things i hate about malaysia/malaysian...

the JUDGING part!

- E N D -

Monday, November 5, 2012

status? It's complicated

i had this very complicated love-hate relationship with architecture.

i don't think i am obsessed with everything related to architecture like some of my friends...

yes, i do enjoy exploring software...but it doesn't mean anything at all.. exploring software is like exploring new games...

i love the crucial part where you seen nothing but problems in certain project...it's like deciding which is the party to be chose during election...you see the problem...but you try hard to make it become an ultimate opportunity.. you studied it..sometimes you lie to yourself that it's gonna work.. or you kept crossing your finger hoping it will work..

i think i hate urban design..but the truth is..i like urban design more than anything else..

i just found out that my way of thinking in architecture field is from major to minor...when i start to change my way of thinking so i could be just like everyone else..i screwed up...i am that random girl who always see things in a bigger picture.. (exaggerated much? hahaha )

*aku rasa aku macam dah tahu kenapa projek tu semua macam 'bukan aku'. i still remember my 'kampung' presentation..being the only one who presented it without master plan.. -berani mati- T_T but the invention silent the panel. oke...syok sendiri...syok sendiri...

**tips untuk idea - read. jangan asyik tengok gambar je. impression je tu. macam kalo ko tengok orang cantik/hensem tapi bila kenal macam sampah. camtu aaa..


kalau tengah edit gambar camni pon meleleh air liur..lagi mahu cakap tak suka archi..? ptuih!!


- E N D -

Sunday, November 4, 2012

berita lagi

abah kepada seorang sahabat sekolah baru sahaja pergi pukul 4 petang tadi.

banyak betul berita kematian.

yang ini sedikit sebanyak terkesan. kerana kawan ini selalu menghiburkan di kelas dulu. pernah datang tidur rumah. pernah merepek merapu bersama. pernah kena marah dengan cikgu tapi end up cikgu marah sebab aku tak pernah bercakap.(pendiam pon salah..yang lain kena marah sebab terlalu bising..cikgu blah seme takley terima aku 'pendiam' haha..) owh..those days.

so. dengan kenangan begitu.mustahil tak sedih tengok dia sedih.

moga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan yang beriman.

- E N D -

Thursday, November 1, 2012

my fan club

handling female fan seems to be way harder than the male.

*i almost never had any interest towards anyone...i mean..like fondly adore someone... so i just don't understand these thingy...how come you can like someone for no reason..just like that..

FYI..they are not lesbian...some of them aren't. i do have gay fan too. and i think i'm gonna ask them one day why they like me so much...maybe we should just be friend and stop this fan club thingy...

confused.confuse.and will always stay that  way.

- E N D -