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Thursday, April 26, 2012

work harder, smarter

alhamdulillah..lately..despite of all the bad feelings about the assignment tasks that coming in...a lot of happy things happened that made me smile...

so many things to worry about yet so many happy things happen...so, this 'sorrow' feelings inside me had somehow fade away with all the laughter...

thanks Allah.

- E N D -

Sunday, April 22, 2012

free me...


it's a lazy sunday...with random thoughts..random activities..went to the city knowing that most the shop were closed was stupid..but that exactly what i need right now...peace...and time to stare at the shops i always wish to have a closer look while no one's watching....

it's a beautiful Sunday indeed...visited Birchall and scanned the new books they had on rack...its been a while..after the last visit to the book store...because what i saw were sets of new collection of books on rack...and i was like...'lama gila aku tak pegi bookshop,rindu nye kedai lg satu tu..tapi tutup...T__T..'

went to cotton on then...not to buy but to enjoy the shop...i mean...i like almost everything about Launceston's cotton on store...the way they arrange the clothes...the stuff they had on rack...the songs they had on list...owh...the life seems so blissful and free...

walking down the streets randomly..greeting the strangers....stared at random stuff...owh..how i wish i could do this everyday...

carefree...

entertaining myself i am...not others....

- E N D -

Sunday, April 15, 2012

annoyed i am

today i just realized how 'dangerous' i could be when i am annoyed... i could simply went ballistic just now...seriously...thank god my rationale mind said no to violent...-___-'

what happened today was we, monash girls went for an outing...sebab bajet2 seme tgh sale...dah nak end of the season...(hello winter..T_T)...our last stop was k-mart...while waiting for feeza to finish, we decided to wait in the car...while crossing the road...suddenly...there's a car with 3 females in it, who refuse to stop at the zebra crossing and said all the dirty words...(i was like...yeah..this is why i hate australia..full of people with hatred..but not all of them..definly..)so..we wait..and from far i can see they showed sign so they can parked at the place we parked our car...and surprisingly..no...they just passed...they dont want the lot...

so we went looking for another parking...and again...they followed us...two of my housemate already got panic...and i was surprisingtly not panic at all..i mean..i was panic at first...but my panic suddenly turned to this super annoyed feelings...when they started to say all the dirty words...seriously..i am annoyed...

2 of them came to my door and i make sure all the doors were locked...

"can i borrow your car?"

like seriously? i've tried my best not to give them 'my mintak pelempang' face!

go to hell...No...i respond calmly...(euwww...)

and after few minutes 'polite' arguement..i finally just said that i have to go since feeza had already finished...i just reversed the car ignoring the fact that they are putting their hands on my car...(kesah lak haku kan?)

and the final sentences they said to me were just bad...like seriously too bad...
kalo tak istighfar banyak tadi...memang aku dah keluar kereta..sama-sama bogan dah haku!
thank God my rationale mind said no but..yeah..i've killed them in my head hundred times already...duuhh..

moral : obviously..launceston tak bape nak damai sangat dah...and lepas ni tak boleh selamba kuar sorang2 dah...T___T

*kak nadd..if you read this...i know u knew what i mean by "ballistic" ....hahaha...saya pon takut dengan diri sendiri...muahahah...


- E N D -

Sunday, April 8, 2012

D U D U K B A N T A H

aha!

jarang-jarang nak dapat tengok aku tercuit cakap pasal issue politik ni...tapi pagi ni sedikit terpanggil untuk menulis tentang ini...

baru selesai menonton bersih 3.0 di youtube selepas di-invite untuk Bersih 3.0 di Hobart...

yaaa....sejak akhir-akhir ini..banyak betul event 'kopitiam' yang berlangsung..banyak betul forum-forumdi laman sesawang...sampai kadang-kadang jadi lupa yang masing-masing ambil jurusan yang tiada kaitan dengan politic langsung...

setuju sangat dengan video 'lalang'...

siapa yang bertindak jika semua bertelagah? yang pasti...bila di-invite, bila ditanya pendapat, selalu aku tertanya-tanya... penting ke pendapat aku?

ini semua rentetan meeting-meeting tak berkesudahan ADR...ada saja issue provokasi...mungkin seronok ajukan soalan begitu pada aku....aku ada potensi meletup...selain daripada akan mendengar dan respon bila aku rasa perlu respon?

tapi yang tak sedapnya bila mat saleh cakap...orang Malaysia memang begitu..tidak pandai kata NO...semua pon ikut saja... wawawau...sentap dengar statement begitu..belum lagi part mereka mengutuk politic Malaysia... hingga perlu di-stopkan agar tiada yang mati dicurah acid...haish....

kini...lebih faham kenapa pelajar yang belajar di luar negara lebih cenderung involve dalam dunia politic...tidak kata yang di dalam negara tidak involve...cuma rasa cintakan negara di negara hujan emas ini....nyata berbeza...bila jadi golongan minoriti di luar negara....baru terasa kita perlu menjadi yang terbaik supaya dihormati...(itu lah sebab yahudi....kalau di mana-mana..mesti mereka yang paling kaya, paling pandai, paling cantik, paling pantas, dan semua yang paling-paling...)

betapa lah cepatnya maklumat tersebar di alam maya...kisah Bersih 3.0 ni aku tahu selepas beberapa minit Pak Samad membentangkan perihal Bersih 3.0...tapi nyata bukan aku yang mencari...tapi disua rakan ketika  discussion...beliau aktif....bijak....pandai berbicara...cool la senang cerita...tapi jika diri sendiri belum tentu diterima di Malaysia...kata-kata bijak anda hanya akan memakan diri....lebih memburukkan keadaan jika yang benar itu terdedah....

*sayang bila bijak tapi bodoh...

- E N D -

Friday, April 6, 2012

blissful before hectic

that wonderful moment is when you have someone who likes you just the way you are...they don't bother with the flaws you had..and what they care is the moment shared together...

*nak tunggu aku jadi perfect memang boleh tunggu je la...
- E N D -

Thursday, April 5, 2012

kasih sayang


it's not a new thing at all...tapi..all of sudden...teringat nye laaa kat ko kan....how i wish kajang is just next to tassie and i could take a train and pegi breakfast ngn ko kat kedai makcik tu...

tiap kali bukak tengok gambar ni sure aku sebak..huahua..over kan ai..??? hahaha...

well neway...thank you very much shayang! 

- E N D -

Sunday, April 1, 2012

aneh

bila patut kuat tapi lemah
bila patut tabah tapi kalah
bila patut tenang tapi resah

menjatuhkan lebih mudah dari membangkitkan

benar peribahasa Melayu,
berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yang memikul

tapi ramai yang lupa pesan Rasulullah
berdiam lebih baik

mengapa perlu cari salah yang lain sedangkan sendiri punya banyak

nyata jelas, kita tidak pernah kenal.



alangkah mudah jika tahu mana penghujung jalan...

*bukan lagi plastic yang kuat bertahan dihempas, tapi kaca yang berderai bila dilepas.

- E N D -

aha moment!

i learned this phrase from Geoff... that aha moment! when you realize that you have done something great or completely wrong and crappiest thing ever....

so..last week...i mean ...early this week... C had lent me Green's thesis for me to refer...yep..i heard Helen mentioned about it to Martin last critique session about Green..and surprise enough that C had me have it for a 'browse'...

I really hope that it won't be until the eleventh hour then i realize that i've done something crap...so...after went through Green's thesis... i am now a bit sure about what i am currently doing and what C actually expect me doing... what surprise me is Green had applied some technic that i have no longer use...to see his thesis is like seeing my old me...

ooowhhh..how time passes and i finally realized that i have the 'old' me...and realize how i've change in my never ending 'attempt', trying to be a better person...but always i realize later..that i've made things become more complicated than it should be...my old me...she's not bad at all...!!!

hmm...so..i think i should slow down and stop pushing myself too hard...because i think some of the lecturers, they already realize about this pushing too hard part...last time it was matt who realize it first before C...and now..i think C can see how hard i pushed myself to the limit that i m not capable to achieve..and i seriously have to thank Allah for letting me realize about it... the best 'masterpiece' done by me is when i spend lesser time and no stress..because at that time..i'll be more honest with what i do...

so..let's live a stress-free life...and be productive!


*this is what happen when i am too lost...either i produce something good...or...just crap...but seriously..i am impress with i am capable doing...i'm not a good sketcher nor painter...this might not be the best painting...but im happy...at least i drew it myself..and i drew thing that i like! how i hope i have red acrylic color...btw..that red is not the red i wanted..it looked more to orange...but blue is good...ha!

- E N D -