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Monday, June 11, 2012

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i've been super unstable these few days...i lost myself in my own world...i became upset about everything...i became clueless about everything..i said stupid things..rant about everything...whine about random stuff and seriously..i really hope i am okay... -___-

so...today... i woke up with this feeling of wanting to eat something sweet.. i mean...dessert.. for sure...i wanted to make choc chip biscuit..i mean...to give a second try after the first one..yeah..the first one...it didn't taste just like how i wanted it to be...(fussy? yes!! but i'll make sure i can make as good as famous amos one day!) im the kind who imagine the taste of the food while producing it...so...when it turn out not like how i imagine it should be/taste/look...i become depress (exaggerate much?! ) and morally down..(again, exaggerate much!)...

too afraid that i might fail again for the second time...i finally made that biscuit mix turn to be a cake mix...ha! yep...too afraid to be a risk taker...i cannot afford to face another 'failure' at this moment when i am seeking for a happiness.. haha...

so..while waiting for it...the aroma it produced...it's super soothing...it's the exact aroma i'm hoping for...and i am super anxious to take the first bite...afraid that it might not taste like how i wanted it to be....

so...

took the first bite..and voila! exactly the taste im hoping for! alhamdulillah...


baking therapy...

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