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Sunday, February 12, 2012

panic disorder

i am the kind of person who can easily get tense...and people around me usually thought that i am okay in the middle of the semester...the expression maybe???

when i am in that super tense condition...i refuse to listen to any advise..and any stupid advise like...'sabar weyh' can never fail to annoy me to the max...and listening to anyone babbling and nagging about stuff that i should and shouldn't do will make me feel like i rather die than listening to all those shit...

i am that loud girl in town...being spontaneous is my specialty...and sarcasm is always described by my close friend as my way of life...-___- ...duuhhhh...

despite of all that tough and fierce faces i showed towards everyone...i am fragile...i always don't know what to do when i got mad or upset about something...i sometimes cried when everyone is not crying...and not crying when everyone is crying as i am the steadiest among all of them...

being in this archi world, it was like we have been trained to think about our idea all the time...when we said 'i'll sleep on it'...we do sleep WITH it...we think in our dreams and sometimes shockingly woke up and sit straight holding our pen and tried to sketch or write again all the solution that we found in the dreams...

pathetic? yeah ..i know...

and i am now nervous counting days left before i  get back to launceston....

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhhhh...

pardon me.

i know that i am panic....but i am not sure what am i panicking about...grrrrr.....

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