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Thursday, November 24, 2011

rasanya..tindakan ini betul!

ini ialah pizza seafood

gambo pizza di seat kereta...yeah..gambo ini ialah gambo pizza 100% buatsendiri...kira ni 2nd time la...1st time the day before..mangsa cubaan eksperimen pertama haruslah housemate sendiri..-nisha yg rela dan terpaksa..dipaksa dan wajib makan...dan mangsa2 lain ialah ahli2 parti bersatu melayu studio yg tinggal...aqilah nizar and zulfadly majid...ni ialah pizza kedua setelah di challenge oleh bebudak kecik ... soklan2 seperti...'kakak, bila mahu buat muffin lagi?'(apam ku disalah ertikan sebagai muffin..T_T) dan soklan seperti...'kakak, achik suka makan pisha(pizza)..kakak pandai tak buat pisha?' ...kakak..along suka makan nasi yang hari tu..bila kakak mahu buat lagi..(hamboih...)

along, angah, achik...how can I not miss them? huuuu...


achik : yang paling banyak soalan...

ammar - budak pipi mahal...



kegembiraan menjamu bebudak kecit ni makan...PRICELESS!! walaupon nakal subhanallah...tapi..kalau memang depa dok makan...seronok nengok nya...

so ..perasaan sentimental mahu balik cuti ini sudah tiba...excited to be back with family and friends in Malaysia...but at the same time sedih nak tinggalkan all the sweet memories in Launceston... the places i've visited...the people..the memories...i can be sure enough that i am gonna miss everything and everyone in Launceston...oke kunang stop it! macam la ko balik malaysia tak balik sini balik kan! haih....

i'm gonna miss all sesi2 sosial di sini..(pergh ayat nak bajet artis kan...)

picnic...fishing(walaupon aku tak fishing hanya menyemak and buat2 bising kat pontoon...)masak2...do my smirk face all the time...main ngan bebudak ni...baca buku smpai muntah...tgk keindahan alam smpai smpai rasa dunia ini mmg indah walaupon hanya dgn melihat daun2 kering...owh ok...OVER...


*pernah terjadi...dan berazam tidak mahu ianya terjadi lagi...

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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

how selfish people can be...

so...today i would like to talk about selfishness...yeah...when boredom strikes..i had plenty of time to think about things that might annoyed me..

i am still in Launceston menghabiskan duit mak bapak...which I think sangat loser considering my age and i am staying here doing nothing..apply keje semua tak dapat...grrr....

As money is the biggest issue lately, so i have to be a bit 'berkira' here and there...like seriously..i hate it...but i have to, now...this berkira situation will happen only when
1) you are dealing with another berkira human being
2) you are dealing with a human being yg 'harta ko - harta aku TAPI harta aku- aku sorang je yg punya'
3) people who always take advantage on others

first and foremost
no matter how rich your friends are....NEVER NEVER NEVER take advantage on them no matter what...unless they really want to pay it for you... the give and take situation should always happen...NEVER always take or always give..NEVER...this is how BFF finally goes ballistic and turn to 'i hate you from the core'. trust me..i've been in both shoes..so i know how it feels like...

civic factors...
when you start something together...make sure you finish it together...as in TOGETHER...no halfway together or only be together when you feels like it...this usually applied on the shared properties...this as well...i've been in both shoes...when people choose when they want to get involve but the real fact that is...ape kejadahnya in a logic civil mind..put yourself in your friends' situation...why would they need to pay for your part? or do stuff on your behalf? you shared it right..the concept is still the same...you want it look good..?? do it together...

2nd part of civic factor
call me fussy...yes i am...but i rather call it responsibilities... when you are using someone else properties...please take a good care of it as it is one of yours.don't simply campak2 sesuka hati, kalau bawak kereta semua lubang ko masuk, masuk highway bawak kete laju lepas tu member ko yang kna baya saman ko...be responsible...bukan nya kawan ko takmo bagitau ko..tapi..sometime they already know..your answer will be..'aku takde duit' or that lame sorry face..(this also applied to other stuff like shoes, laptops, clothes, books, bla bla bla..)so...yeah..there's no point in asking...after all..if you have no intention at all in putting yourself in others situation..like seriously..there no point letting you know and stop blaming others..and saying that it is not your problem at all...it is all about civic!

let me make it clear.. in any problem...never in a chance only 1 person is the bad one...NEVER...
1) mana ada manusia perfect
2) takkan ade manusia 100% innocent

i always tried my best not to dwell in the pass and concentrate on the present moment..not saying that i don't think about the future at all...berhati2 itu pasti... but saying something like...ko pon macam tu jugak dulu is definitely wrong...like seriously wrong!!! people don't live in their past...at least your friend let you know that you are 'suck'..have you ever been trying to tell him/her about it in the past time?

okay..enough about money talk...but money really do matters in every single aspect in life...so don't say it is not important...money can change life..to a better or worse...

benarlah kata manusia-manusia typical
no money no talk

*serabut sbb takde duit..T_T(duit ade, tapi rasa guilty..tak baik lak kata takde duit...)
**be responsible..!! masalah aku ialah aku sering lupa aku takde insuran mulut...tapi if korang tak cukup menjengkelkan..pasti aku lah the sweetest person you ever know on earth! (oke boleh muntah skarang!)
*** teringat time meminjam laptop nora untuk jangka masa yg super lama awal2 tahun dulu..!! jasamu dikenang!!
****yg lain2 yg pernah dipinjam barangnye...thank you korang! kalo ade yg aku terlupa pulang..baik tuntut segera!


- E N D -

Thursday, November 17, 2011

it's a loser talk...

so, today i am going to write about how loser i feel i am. positively..i think it's the PMS syndrome...and randomly saying..it's a depressing got nothing to do reaction...i am bored to death.. i am jobless...i never really good at anything...i am not a best student...i haven't really achieve anything yet...a pathetic loner..i am not even a bimbo (at least bimbos have beautiful face with an empty mind..)i don't have any skill like a 'skill'...yeah i am just super plain......yada yada yada...this got nothing to do stuff really drives me nuts! thinking about who's gonna hire me in the future since i have no experience at all in architecture had somehow make me feel..urrghh... i don't want to be stuck in ID field (interior design thingy)...but I AM TIRED chasing after all my dreams...ha!

so here i am..stuck doing nothing..not producing but decreasing any amount of money that i had...wasting every single second unproductively...gosh..i just cant help it!

okey..enough babbling for today...i hope this silly feeling will go away...like seriously...pronto!
kalau tak...hujung bulan ni..balik mesia!

- E N D -

Sunday, November 13, 2011

it's a random talk

so, i've been jalan-jalan, makan-makan,and lepaking like non-stop ever since i finished my class this semester...and like seriously...it was great...what worries me now is that  i didnt get any work yet..T_T

so, as a full time observer...i've been observing about a lot of thing...stuff, people, trees, the greens...i analyzed people..the way they talk, the way they behave, the way they spent their money, and bla..bla..bla...

it's true that who are we be friend with sets others perspective towards us...so..as one of this fella keep talking about his/her past uni where s/he think that all people in her/his past uni were all fake really make me sick...how real are you i wonder...!!! you did talk about others...you did talk bad thing about others and you are claiming that they're bad..?? like seriously? get real plz! you keep thinking that you know people but the fact that no you have no idea at all about people but experiences taught you how to 'judge' people sometimes make me went...euwww.....

and that certain thing that i think should be just a 'secret' between you and your friend(that you claimed you know everything about her) shouldn't be revealed...i don't know...but i hate it if you talk such thing about me behind my back...since everyone had their own version of 'aib'...what you did yesterday is aib for me...

okay..enough about that...feeling unappreciated drives people crazy i must say...like seriously crazy..yet..you can't force people to like you nor to hate..all of them come naturally unplanned....so, ignorance is everything in this kind of situation...hatred don't solve everything tho..but i really hope that one day you'll change..feeling better or making others look bad doesn't make us better at all...having more friends doesn't mean that you are adorable at all...like seriously..your 'friend' is sometime your worst enemy...and your enemy sometime is the best person for you to refer to in order to learn about yourself...ha! yup..i always believe, a true friend is a friend that will let me know what i did was wrong...(not condeming!)and not the one who keep saying good things that will make me feel comfortable all the time...

the more you talk, the more i find myself hard to tell myself that you're ok....

*not me, not I...like seriously...i am not his/her favourite friend...so..i wonder what kind of stories s/he had told people about me...haih...duniya duniya!!
*orang-orang macam ni la yang bisa membuat manusia bertelagah sesama sendiri... bajet malaikat!
tak pernah lagi dgr dia cerita pasal kesalahan diri sendiri...semuanya salah orang lain...sedar lah!!


- E N D -

Thursday, November 3, 2011

dear gay friend...seksualiti merdeka? seriously?

http://mynewshub.my/2011/11/03/penganjur-seksualiti-bangga/
http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/malaysia/article/asri-seksualiti-merdeka-must-be-rejected/


as a friend..i will never stop reminding you that it is wrong...
i know you know it is wrong...what i read thru net scared me a lot...like seriously...to the Muslims...have you forget what had happen during Nabi Nuh's time? fight yourself...change...you have everyone's support if you are ready to be on the right path..it is jihad! fighting yourself to be a better person is always a better jihad...

i use to write about this a year ago...and i don't expect to write it again...honestly...it's sad..and sickening i must say...

it is all about choice...i am sorry to be harsh...but fighting for 'your right'? you must be kidding me...





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some words are mightier than the sword

so today, i would like to write about words...yeah...nowadays, there's a lot of medium for us to express our feelings...FB, Twitter, tmblr, blogspot, wordpress, youtube & etc...yeah..you name it...i have somehow been involved with some of them...positively and negatively i must say...

i am such a sensitive person...(yup, i realize that i've been super sensitive lately...yep...i am no more the old ignorant Kunang...)so...i've been expressing quite a lot...through twitter and in blog especially...

i've learned a lot about how words can really change the perception towards people...hurting or being hurt...like seriously...dua2 pon keji.... and my big mouth sometime can't stop babbling and merungut tak tentu hala...astaghfirullahala'zim...

bab terlebih jujur (or dlm erti kata lain laser tak tentu hala) memang belum dapat diubah...tapi rasanya..belum lagi la smpai tahap mengaibkan sesiapa...(okay self judgmental is no good i tell you..but i did receive certain advice from close friend when i am getting quite carried away..thank you for reminding me!! )

like seriously..a simple word can change the whole story...and the tone used as well..and without clarification and just assuming...things can become worst... the "best" part is when we feel that we've been fitnah-ed...(sorry i couldn't find any other words to replace fitnah)and sometime we did not realize that we are actually creating that fitnah... yup...i've been in both situations...and it is sickening to realize that i am actually creating the fitnah while i actually think that i am 100% innocent...thanks Allah that i am the type of person who prefer to blame myself first rather than others...theres one situation where there's a 'friend' 'introduce' me as wild girl to her friends that later become my friends too...and also mistakenly said bad things about me to my close friend...okay..i prefer to call it stupid judgement!! you call yourself a 'saint' by talking bad things about other? it doesn't make you even better...AT ALL...!!!

there's also a situation when i am hated thus the whole family are involved...which had made me super sad + pissed off...yeah..you can hate me...you can call me bitch..but there's nothing to do with my family...ntah family sape yg ko nampak...sedap2 mulut ko ckp tu family aku sebab mereka berperangai buruk...this type of person yang membuatkan aku hilang hormat kat orang2 yg sepatutnya aku hormat...

like seriously..i am easily annoyed...annoyed with people who think they are 100% right no matter what... yup..i can't deny that usually these people are witty...they are like lawyers..they are good at making wrong things look right....and they always forget that, in a fight,(misunderstanding situation) between human being...takkan ada satu side sahaja yang salah...yg membezakan...tahap kekejian masing2....

so, stop acting like an angel and face it...we are human being..we can never be 100% innocent...i did a lot of bad things...and i've learned a lot from it...but it always pathetic to see how others think that they are always right...

hmmmm....dah poyo sangat dah ni...harus berhenti menulis...

* salahkan teknologi...mulut lancang kini lebih lancang dengan teknologi...
**perlu mengingati diri...bukan nya kau tak biasa ...ape lg yg kau kecohkan?
***akibat mengenang kisah lalu..sigh..

- E N D -

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

they are not me...and i don't want to be them

so after all those hectic days within this year...struggling to have everything(assignment tasks) complete and bla bla...i finally have my own time...its happy the fact that you can kill the time freely...and boley kemas2 rumah without this feeling..'alamak..umah bersepah..tp i still hv tonnes of work to be done...1st thing 1st...!!' pegi merayap tak tentu hala..although belom lg merayap2...(plan dah ada....tapi..yeah..plan je la..)watching movies sampai rasa nak muntah...tdo smpai rase pnat...observe orang sekeliling sampai rasa owh i should stop observing so i won't get sick with their true colour...procrastinate sampai lebam...and mengumpul buku nak baca...('',) and i suppose this break should be the break yang i will fill with all my favourite activities...insyaAllah..takde sape soh gi ofis..takde sape mintak masuk keje..and next month baru start insyaAllah...mohon dipermudahkan...

so...go away all negative charges...and hello miss positive..ahaks...whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger..so face it don't run!

*teringat kata-kata pujangga seorang sahabat : as long as they are hypocrite they're ok...

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