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Monday, August 29, 2011

tak bersedia

ya...saya baru lepas submit DRM...dari apa yang telah dihantar..ingin saya nyatakan perasaan bercampur baur saya...

dari NN baik lah PP
tapi yang pasti...
saya bersedia untuk jatuh

tapi

saya belum bersedia untuk jatuh merudum

*moral- buat awal2! tapi seminar sikit sangat hari tuh info..haish...balik raya lagi...rasakan!!! saya perlu observe utk idea..T_T

- E N D -

Sunday, August 28, 2011

this is what we called...ya...life!!

sepatutnya bertungkus lumus buat DRM...tapi selamba gila tulis blog...
bukan apa...sebelum meroyan...baik tulis sket2..haha...

not gonna rhyme

bila betul tak semestinya betul
bila salah tak semestinya salah

bila usaha patutnya berdua
tapi yg respond hanya sebelah

bila biadap tapi tak sedar
bila salah tak rela dibetulkan

bila rasa hati suci dan bersih
dan bila terasa hati orang lain hitam berjelaga
yang tu dah nyata hati tak lah putih
sama je macam hati2 lain yang tak berjaga

bila yang kita nampak ape yang orang buat pada kita SAHAJA
tu yg buat kita lupa pada apa yang kita buat orang lain 'murka'
bila mengaku memaafkan tapi dendam tetap ada
oh itu lah realiti dunia

owh..I dont give a damn...





- E N D -

Thursday, August 25, 2011

when...

it's not gonna rhyme...it is not even a poem..

when your appearance is what you care the most
when what you see are others' fault
when you take for granted others' stuffs and feelings
when you think you should always get what you want
when you want things to be in 'your way' and forget that we shared this planet
when you do things without thinking

you are just like us who you think SUCK

or maybe worst?

oh yeah, who am I to judge...
who are you?

typical...

owh daaa....
bye...

reminder for myself and other
* think before you leap
**hidayah tidak diberi kalau tidak dicari...perbaiki diri..
***yang appearance tu takde kaitan dengan ai...im refering to someone else...


- E N D -

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

malas

malas itu penyakit
lazy itu sakit
walau tak banyak tapi sikit
kalo menabung pon lama lama jadi bukit...

malas?

ye...itu saya sekarang...
kalau la boleh beli rajin kat mana mana kedai...pasti dah borong sedozen dua....
DRM (design research method) punca segala keresahan tak berpenghujung ini...aaaaarrrgghhhh....
resah..tak paham..menyampah..terus jadi malas...
bye!


satu lg building yg bakal menghantui...
oh Geoff!!

**kalo dulu kat uitm sehari aku ckp perkataan concept 100x...skrg ni ni kat utas perkataan DRM ade dekat 1000x aku sebut...tu blom kira proses berfikir yg terbawa2 dlm tidor lg..haih...

- E N D -

Friday, August 19, 2011

shocked..and still is...

selama hidup...
bukan tak pernah dipuji...
cuma lebih biasa saja dikeji...
dipinggir apatah lagi...

tapi yang jadi hari ini
berlebih-lebihan
ianya rahmat, ianya ujian
yang tak pernah bertegur sapa tiba-tiba jadi kawan
soalan lebih banyak dari jawapan

sesungguhnya,
stress lebih banyak dari gembira

ada yg kata wow...deep...
ada yg kata fantastic,
ada yang kata you expressed it well,
ada yg sama2 shock sama mcm tuan punya badan
macam2 ekspresi terpapar

semua itu dari Allah jua.

sharing is caring
Alhamdulillah...
berasa sangat gembira melihat kawan2 non muslim like status FB yg berbunyi 'Alhamdulillah'...
happy melihat mereka juga happy....

*previous blog sudah terdelete thru phone...kalo baca yg tu..mmg lah ramai yg terkejut dgn ape yg terjadi hari ini...


when hobby is no longer a hobby _ my hobby is reading...not!!

- E N D -

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Belum mampu

Amaran!!!!
Entry berunsur annoyying...



Blog ai...yu tak suka sila tekan butang close!!!






Gua ingat gua dah cukup plastic..rupanya tak...gua rasa nak renyuk muka lu...lu boleh cakap wa childish...tp wa jadi 'childish' respond lu...yup yup...

tu menunjukkan wa sama hina ngan lu...

Tapi otak wa belum boleh lupa bunyi mulut lu...

Pfftt....
Mode : mengurangkan pahala puasa...
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GADOH

diajar untuk mengikut tapi dilarang berfikir



bukan cerita baru
tiada effect-effect hebat
tapi nilai serta kesan yang disampai
tinggi tak tergapai

tonton sendiri tanya diri
di manakah diri

bila menilai hanya sekadar menilai
ye, mereka terus lupa apa erti nilai.

* recommended
** especially for all indie movie's lover out there

- E N D -

Friday, August 12, 2011

gua layan je beb

u stalked my profile?


silakan...
ai tahu ai femes...
ha!

- E N D -

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah...
its already the 10th day of Ramadhan.... and just like the years before, (except last year when i got the chance to fast with family) fasting without family is not a new thing to me.

i've been stressful lately without knowing the actual reason of being stress. and alhamdulillah today, the stress is almost ...gone? yes..almost...!!not totally...

and alhamdulillah, each time im craving for something (im not pregnant and not yet married FYI..before u get confuse, haha) surely there'll be someone who will coincidentally make it, cook it, bake and sent us some of them. this kind of thing usually happen back in Malaysia. when im craving for something, balik rumah mesti mak dah buat. dont get me wrong. i didnt ask my mom to do it for me ke hape ke...she just knew..

it happened here as well...start from kuih ketayap, murtabak, apam, tepung pelita, char koi, and the most recent iftar with asma' and husband, nasi minyak rempah and ayam kurma (yes..its not really ayam kurma...but that was exactly how imagine my ayam and nasik to taste like..thank you asma'..!!)kuih ketayap and murtabak from kak sal (thank you kak sal..!!)tepung pelita yang baru diraban2 recipe ptg tu, malam tu tetiba neighbor belakang rumah hantar(thanks korang...macam tau2 je ai teringin...)charkoi by nisha..although she said it is unintendedly became charkoi, i do like it..since i feel like eating it..and apam...this one i had to make it myself...and yes...my apam looked like muffin..haha...tp layan la...first timer...

nothing much to write actually...

just to share my happiness about the foods that had been shared here in launceston...
alhamdulillah..

- E N D -

Monday, August 8, 2011

im trying to see the true colour..like seriously...


when my angel prefer to hide 
and my evil prefer to 'shine'

when positive is no longer around
and negative came and whine

i m no longer the sweetest thing that had happened to you
nor your worst nightmare
glare dont stare 
bring it on if you dare

hating you i am not

hmmm...

do i know you?


this feeling could lead me to kill...!! like seriously...
- E N D -


Saturday, August 6, 2011

mengumpat, terumpat, diumpat?

beringat tak bererti tak buat
hati aku kau boleh ubat?

ya...kau hebat...
cakap biar lebat
otak mahu ligat
kesempatan, semua ko sebat.

mampus tak layan.



wrongly 'judging' you...




- E N D -

ku ingin jadi flaneur


penat mengejar masa
lelah mengikut rentak
tak pernah menurut kata
tak kuasa mengatakan tak kuasa
dah tak mampu berpura-pura

ada kawan yang betul kawan
ada kawan yang cuma lawan
ada yang keji tapi menawan

mulut manusia tak terduga
hati mereka belum tentu bersih tak berjelaga
ada yang rasa mereka malaikat
ada yg rasa meluat
ikutkan hati, hati berkata teruskan saja niat
menjadi fatalis tidak bermakna iblis
yang betul belum tentu betul
yang salah belum tentu salah

aku memang aku
kau memang kau
aku bukan kau
kau bukan aku

aku, kau, dia, mereka,

mereka kata syaitan diikat
kini siapa yang syaitan?



penat menjadi plastic...haruskah jadi kertas?
* unbelievable 

- E N D -

Thursday, August 4, 2011

mengah, lelah, menyampah...mengalah?

semester baru lewat minggu ke-empat
tapi dah rasa tak sempat
rasa tak sempat menghilangkan semangat
fokus kini tiada, kaut saja mana dapat

mengah itu aku
lelah itu aku
menyampah itu penuh dalam lubuk hati aku
mengalah? itu bukan aku...

p/s..timbunan readings yang bakal menganggu jiwa...damn..

- E N D -

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

scary nyah

i called dell service center just now...to tell them about my laptop probs...(baru beli dah prob..ape ni bai??) its not the software..its the hardware that had the problem...the cooling fan most probably...it creates funny sound...bunyi2 mcm something longgar gitu...mcm kete nak tercabut tu...

so....i called the technician (teknisyen kot dia...) firstly..bunyi dia sungguh melayu kau...ko org mane melvin oi??ostrolia ke meleysia??secondly...what amazed me is how professional they tried to resolve the problems...my problem...before they decided to sent a technician to my house so then they can fix it for me...they scan my system first...

i told you that i called them and how did they scan my system??

he asked me to go to dellconnect  website...and theres some procedure i have to go through before we can share screen and everything went so FBI/CIA where you can see cool stuffs appeared on your computer...

 yes..like seriously...when he said something like..'.okay miss kunang...now i m gonna take over the computer...'pffttt...batak siot aku tgk computer aku gerak2 sendiri...siap restart bagai...kaget pun ada juga...haish..

so kesimpulannya...

i only saw this kind of thing on tv...never experienced it myself...

other than that...

memang nampak benor aku tak pernah call service center...salu ai pegi jumpe 'abang' seksyen 2 tuh je...ha!!!

lagi?

ape ni dell?? wa tau wa rembat apple ari tuh...tapi sbb lu punya woofer baik punya...wa tewas...

- E N D -

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

another silly thing

lately, im facing problem in handling my own feelings...
when i say feelings..yes i mean feelings..all the different kind of negative feelings that i've gathered inside me.. where the hell did it come from... i dont have any idea where those negative feelings came from....

i m becoming more lazy..lazy in terms of lazy in every aspect...i had myself overslept although i know i cant or i'll get sick...im too lazy to read...even my favourite books...im too lazy to tidy up my room..although tidying is the most enjoyful thing in my world...i found it no more enjoyable... i get confuse easily...i complain a lot..like seriously A LOT!! i dont know why im behaving this way...and i 100% sure its not because of  PMS or imbalance hormone or whatever you called it...

it just that i suddenly feel bad about myself...i m unhappy without exact reason..insecure without specific cause...and im not sure about everything...

nak kata crisis pertengahan usia...memang tak la kan!!! kejadah hapenye??

i hope that tomorrow will be a better day... its ramadhan after all...its about how I overcome all this feeling...not the reason why i feel this way...eyh..ye ke???

happy fasting everyone!!

- E N D -