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Friday, February 11, 2011

GOOD BYE . . .

when you read this...i probably already in the airplane...yeah its sad...to leave everything here in Malaysia...

goodbye everyone...im gonna miss everyone...

goodbye dear bed...
goodbye my dearie strippy wall...
goodbye book rack....
goodbye closet..
goodbye book racks...
goodbye comics...
goodbye book in the racks...
goodbye mr garfield..
goodbye all the things in the room...
goodbye home sweet home...

hello again...
university life...
design...hello again...
hello monitor...laptop...(u'll have to accompany me 24/7 after this)

now i have d whole night to listen to any album COMPLETELY...
internet will be my best friend...
i'll say the word concept at least 50 times/day
i'll curse more often even i try not to
i'll start to feel insecure more often
i'll start to feel cluless with what i drew
my heartbeat will never be normal again
i will once again had the chance to see the moment sun rise and set thru my window
i will once again be the first person to hear to the birds chirping in the morning
i will once again be the person who think if only she can marry the richest guy in the world and live happily ever after so that she dont have to struggle in her study
i will once again ask myself everyday 'why i do architecture instead of other course?'

so...in my path in becoming a GREAT 'architect'...

i need ALLAH to guide me through
i need LUCK ...
and i need you all by my side to calm me down and make me feel safe...and cheer me up...

keep in touch ya...!!


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Thursday, February 10, 2011

Finally I'm pursuing master

to realize that i've got myself this far in the 'architorture' world really make me feel like im one among millions lucky people out there...

Although many do not understand the hectic life and the torture we need to face as an architecture student, I strongly believe that whoever has the gut to at least further her/his study doing part II are among the toughest ppl in d world...and whoever finish it and working as and architect is the brilliant one and whoever set up his/ her own architecture firm deserve to be called as 'the champion'..

We the architect often been judged by others who do not understand us as 'poyo and bajet best'. But as for me...after what we've been thru, the pain, the agony, and the super stress time..we deserve to be at least 'poyo'...

So...here I m...pursuing my study doing part II in architecture...after about 1 unproductive year... year full of laziness, relaxing and dreaming ...i m too scared to admit and think that in less than 24 hrs..i'll soon be leaving for tasmania and the hectic life will begin (again)except that this time its not in malaysia but its in aussie...

I pray that everything will be just fine and smooth..i will surely miss my room...my car....the food and my timeless sleeping hours...i will again listen to the word concept like 50 times a day...dreaming while eating..and wake up at middle of the night to write or draw my ideas...

Thanks to everyone who had been wishing..who had encourage me...had cheer me up all this while...i'll surely miss you guys...

i'll will use all my experience during my b.arch as my guide...hoping that..i'll be more mature in d design process/phase..

Pray for me...and wish me luck...
And..good luck to you too dear readers...all the best..!!!

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Friday, February 4, 2011

things happen for a reason

'setiap yg terjadi ada hikmahnya'

im the type of person who dont really give a damn what people might thing about me... i always judged as rude..arrogant..selfish...fussy..poyo...and etc...

the most important thing is that i know who i am...my family know who i am (although i think they never understand me)..and my friends know who i am...

i m like chameleon...almost chameleon...i can fit to almost all situations and place...

i always facing this problem where this 'type' of friend cant get along with the other one...and i'll always try my best to avoid them from meeting each other...

i judged people...yes i did...but most of the time if you're with me...you'll hear something like...'biar la'...'lantak la'...'dia tak kaco kite pon...' and so many other 'ayat mematahkan' semagat judging tu...

some say im too ignorant...some say im just so not give a damn type of person...some say i dont bother to care...

so...whoever want to be my friend...i expect you to respect my other friends just like you respect me..and i'll respect you just like how you deserve the respect...FYI..i know who were taking advantage on me...and i know who actually my true friends...hating others is not a must do thing..its an option...loving is a must...you dont judge people on how they look like..you judge them by who they really are...

so ..just lil reminder...things happen for a reason...either a good one or bad one...
and God always has a better plan for us...

its not really about who you surrounded with...its all about who you really are...

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Tuesday, February 1, 2011

i dont now what is this feeling

im counting days now...and sometimes i feel like puking due to super anxiety im facing now... sometimes i feel like pinching myself as hard as i could so i can wake up and know that it just another nightmare i had...

now that im thinking too much...i wonder...will i survive? i mean...will i be just fine like others?? will it be harder than before?? can i stand the pressure? can i cope with the new environment? can i get along with everyone? will they hate me? or will they be helpful and friendly or more cynical?

the main point is... I REALLY HOPE IM DOING JUST FINE!!

thinking about all the possibilities really make me ..somehow..upset?

packing...im not yet done with packing...NOT YET...

im not ready to say goodbye...

i've been staring at my room like crazy like theres no more tomorrow for me to have at least a glance at it...

i feel like i want to be rescued but i dont know why should i feel that way...

i have this mixed feelings...feelings that just cant be describe...

bak kata orang perak...

'libang-libu teman dibuatnye'


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