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Sunday, September 18, 2011

logic and reality

after dah bape hari blog ni di-auto publishkan..maka...hari ini...blog akan ditulis live and fresh.....
baca2 balik...mcm silap je rentetan blog gua...tp baca2 balik kali kedua...boley thn arr prediction gua last few days...

so seperti biasa....saat ini patutnya buat BTD...tp buang masa sat!!!

alhamdulillah....yesterday was awesome...being in new environment...new circle of friends...and being with different people taught me a lot of things...kurang sikit rasa sedih....

penat..but alhamdulillah...it was awesome...never know that being with new people can be this awesome..

i had a long chat with some old friends yesterday...and like what other normal old buddies will do...we will talk about us..gossip2 sket....update sikit2...so smpai satu part yg tetiba termasuk ke arah2 tazkirah gitu...which I think was good but never thought it would happen among us..haha...tetiba ada part2 motivasi...ada part2 good old days reminiscent.. FYI they werent my best friend during those day..and still not...for arguement sake...the meaning of friend itself is hugely personal....and we are happy it happened that way...

my friend quoted this,
"I have some friends I never see who live miles away. We were best friends in college but now we call each other only when we have good news or when we're unhappy or just need to reconnect. Neither the distance nor the years seem to matter, we can start right up where we left off, when there is no other way good friends should be heard if they can't be seen."

hmmm...thats what normally happened...like seriously...i m grateful to be friend to whoever had had me as friend in their heart..present and past...i've faced a lot of hard time with my friends...gadoh..backstabbed stuff..'curang'...anak manja..tipikal anak orang kaya....biadap..tak sedar diri...bla..bla...bla...and that make us know ourself better....everyone deserve a good friend or a bunch of good friends. Theres no term of me having a cooler friend than you...or your friends are better than mine...whatever perception we had about others is totally different  to be compared...some might think my friends are just so uncool...but deep in my heart...those uncool friend is just another normal cool human being in my heart and who are you to judge em?

owh...i m super sensitive when something bad happened to my friend...or when you talk bad things about my friend...like seriously..if others had did the same things to you...i'll get pissed offf too...and some of these friends dont even know how much i cared sometimes...just like i shockingly know that theres actually bunch of friends who really care about me...but as usual..i failed to see things....i see only what i choose to see...not see things that i should see.... thanks guys for being really nice...only Allah can repay you for all the good deeds....insyaAllah..

and like what A said yesterday..."hidup tak susah pon...yg buat susah bila masing2 nak jadi best..time ko rasa ko lagi best...time tu la sebenarnye kau hilang diri kau..."semua senyap...A ialah manusia yg annoying, mulut longkang tapi berjiwa sensitif..aha!(sila jgn maki aku kalo ko baca ni)...one thing good about A is A will always confront everything..dia la pelopor.."yg kau menggelupur pedas tu kenapa kalo tak makan cili..."...like seriously..betul sangat...and yg lain2 hanya mampu senyap...including me... yes...mulut longkang can be good sometimes...

and W said : when you think Allah had actually granted you with what you've prayed/wish for...think again...is it for your good or He is just trying to test you...? W...you always the softest one...yup...agree with W...like what i always said...what is wrong is never completely wrong...and what is right is never completely right...what you think is good is not 100% good... W...u r always the sweetest..jarang2 cakap...skali cakap mmg terbaik!!

so what define everything is always base on how you wanted it to be defined...family..friends...personal space..happiness...stress...and etc...and what all of us had agree yesterday was...'biar and lihat...tindakan kadang2 tak perlu pun...biar saja mereka gembira dengan diri mereka... tapi...di ingat pula oleh W..."hati kita Allah bagi untuk kita jaga..tapi jangan pula disakiti hati orang lain demi menjaga hati sendiri...paham..perbaiki diri...baru be better....bila kita skip proses perbaiki diri tu..tu yang kita lupa..Allah pinjamkan dunia ni kat KITA semua...bukan kita sorang"(lps tu keluar mcm2 lagi nasihat2 bernas)..haih la W...may Allah bless you always...bila berckp tu sejuk je dgr...we need more people like you on this planet...

so dalam proses meneutralkan diri...walaupon susah...i'll try...whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger kunang...
May Allah leads me along the way towards it...



**yg lain2 tu..it doesn't mean what you said are not important...at this moment..i prefer to keep it to myself...no heart feelings..nnt gua sambung lagi tulis...

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