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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

knock knock..this is my first time...

this is definly a complaint of my life...if you're not interested...plz...close this tab...

yesterday was history..we can never turn back time...to stay this positive...it took me almost all my courage not to blow up...

to be honest, i screwed up in yesterday's assignment...which take 30% of all the BTD's assignment in this semester...

for the very first time in my life i failed to complete my assignment...yeah..i used to submit 'sampah' before...but its a 'sampah' that worth marks...yesterday...its totally rubbish...i m not surprise if the lecturer would give me zero pon...

so, thats it...i frust like hell...yet no one except aisyah kot know how frust i m about it....i've started early..and i got nothing on board...can u imagine that?? i brought more paper & info during tutorial than what i've submitted yesterday...what the hell...

let me give more detail about what i've submitted...

senang cite...tak submit pon takpe....submit pon buat malu muka je...

so malu?nape tulis kat net?

the reason is...i want whoever read this...amik pengajaran of what had happened...

here in launceston, i've experience lots of 'weird' situation...how weird?

ok..its like...once jatuh..i will surely ditimpa tangga...SURELY!!!
pikir punya pikir...i think it because of me jugak...
here i am all alone by myself...i have to be responsible to all the things that happened..it different in Malaysia...i have other family members that i can rely on...not that im saying i do not have friend at all....they are all good..but how much can we rely on each other....

macam semalam...aku rugi $15 print that 'sampah'...print kat library awl2 lg dah prob...check2 rupenye ade org tak tutup tray kemas2...ok la tuh...slm hujan...otw nak anto...'sampah' jatuh dlm lopak air...yeay!!dah la 'sampah'...kalo anto basah2 lagi la sampah kan...nak print balik lepas tu...dok kuar A4 je la pulak...it end up aku dpt print out balik 1 page je...2 page 'sampah' lg aku tawakal je r anta basah2...duit dah abes untuk top up print...so..boley nampak kan rentetan cerita tersbut...???macam ade satu kuasa aneh yg mhalang kan...penat aku pikir..nape la susah sangat untuk assignment ni...

then, it makes me realized..that when you're all alone...the closest to you is actually Allah...
he answered a lot of my prayers here...A LOT...and some of them is just something that too miracle to be happened...contohnye seperti lecturer yg postponed all the submissions...susah kot nak terjadi kat sini...!!!

and bila terlalu banyak nikmat diturunkan...kita pon lalai...rase senang...

due to things i shouldnt do...Allah had showed me...if He dont want something to happened...it wont happen...if He wanted something to happen...it will happen...like what had happened to me...i've started earlier than usual..i kinda know what i should've do...but i end up submitting 'serious rubbish'..i thought i've do a lot..but the fact  is...i have nothing on board...i only realize it at the eleventh hour right before submission time...

its weird...because i never experienced this kind of situation...i usually manage to complete my task especially assignment that not really regarded to design on time no matter how last minute it is...but not this time...

my housemate aisyah said...'kunang, semua mende ada first time'..yurp...true...this is my first time fail to complete my task...pelik sgt...i dont know what i did all this while...i dont know why i have nothing on board...padahal i know the solution..i performed well during tutorial...but it ends up that i screwed up...and i hope this kind of situation wont happen to me again..nauzubillah..

so..moral of the story, Allah is always there for you...bila Dia test sket...pikir balik....ada la tu korang dah terbuat pape...

- E N D -

5 respond(s) to this blog:

YanaMIB said...

nice way ko handle maslah ko..think positif..anggap dugaan ni satu cabaran utk ko..mesti bley success nanti..i'll pray for you..hehe~

sedey aa ko xdpt dtg wedding aku nnt..sob sob..aku tyg gbr kt blog and fb je la yeh =)

kekunang said...

harus tayang gamba ok...aku lagi sedih terkontang kanting kat sini..T_T...
neway...i m happy for you...lagi sorg membe aku tuka gelaran....cant wait to see the entry of ur wedding day yana...

Z I Z A N I M A ~ said...

na, ko buat empanganku pecah ketika membaca..ko kena kuat..jadikan itu pengalaman dan pengajaran..bila kita dah tahu rasa sakitnya jatuh, kita akan pastikan kita takkan jatuh lagi kerana tidak mahu merasa sakitnya..ingat, Dia akan sentiasa bersama mereka yang selalu bersamaNYA..aku hanya mampu berdoa dari kejauhan..all da best ~

kekunang said...

thanks amin...perasaan nya amat pelik... but i know..He loves me.. kalau tak smpai bila2 pon aku lalai..

nadiah said...

relax,sabar,tawakal n sentiasa ingat kat DIA..e'things going to be ok...i'allah...ktorg kat cni always pray the best for u...awk je satu2nye kwn yg rapat ngn ktorg further study o/seas..all the best k??if need anything @ ape2 je la ug bley kami tlg,gtau je..k??all d best dear fren...=)