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Saturday, October 24, 2009

you cant...or you dont want???

this is always become a question that lingered in my mind...ever heard of "hendak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih?"in my very own opinion....it is just so true...the quote always prove that in order to do something, u have to put all your heart on it...then no matter how hard...how impossible...you gonna make it....

after these 23 years of living...then i realize that i've been living a lucky life...honestly speaking... i never do things seriously...never think things seriously...and never take anything seriously...sometimes i take for granted all the good things that happened to me...most of the time i forgot to appreciate good things that happen to me...and always forget to thank everyone around me for all the goods they've did to me...

i screwed up...i succeed...

but still i live my life to the fullest...experience every moment whether it is sad or happy... try to fix everything that went wrong....try to love all people around me...try to forgive and forget... try to be more patient in anything i do...still looking forward on what actually i really good at...
i've learned that i m fragile but so hard hearted...had the most steady,sturdy and toughest face in the worst situation...so daring to do anything when i got piss...and really bad in saying no when ppl ask me to do something...tsk tsk tsk...
so..love yourself...love people around you...treat people fairly...live your live to the fullest...always be thankful...there's no such things as 'my life is so empty'...(ok peeps..you know who you are...hahaha)when you are in the worse situation..remember...theres always ppl who had been in a worst situation than you are now...
so..here...i wanna thank all the people who had lent me their shoulder to cry on...who had been accompanying me when i needed someone to be with me...to listen to all the craps i said...to be patient with all the stupid stuffs i've done...to care about what happened...and to share and give advices...thanks...thanks...thanks....only HE knows how much i appreciate em...
and i know i've been to loud lately...im kinda sorry...to the person i've hurted...im just doing what other people will do if they're in my place...
so...i know some of you peeps wont undersand this blogs...and wont get it clear...but somehow...i know the people who are involve will understand...

time will do...dont worry...
let us all try our best and stop talking craps...
let us all live our life to the fullest...
me is still me...
and wont never change to be someone else...

no matter how i'll look...i will still be me...
you love me and i'll love you..

p.e.a.c.e

p/s : sorry guys...the blogs for now is all about me...i'll share something interesting for you to read when i have the idea...till now...its all craps that i can give you...hahha...btw...i just spoke my mind...hahah...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

when 'tense' is your motivator

when you feel stress then you'll feel like doing something or can i just say...something really bad so then you can satisfied yourself and let all things just like go away for a while???...it happened to everybody in this world and so do i... some people tend to do things that will effects them in a negative way...and some successfully overcome the feelings very well by doing something that make them a better person... i've been in both shoes..and i have to admit that to fall into the 'bad' shoe was so much easier that falling into a better shoe...and i really thanked GOD when he guided me to a better shoe so i don't do bad things that will make my life more miserable in the future...

i ve been thru quite a hectic life lately....not a joyful one...a busy full with scare architecture student life..a so low esteem character that i have to face all alone by myself...and a very stressful life that i think i can no more afford to face any more...

then theres one day where i nearly do something bad...then one of my friend called me and tell me something...that something is not more that just her problem that she thinks she cant handle anymore...so i listen...what really shocked me was that we are definitely is a very same shoe...we both hate the life that we goin thru right now...and i m kinda always positive when people ask me for help or advice...i said to her that we are actually was in the same shoe...but we have to keep it all cool first...we have to calm down and dont make any decision yet...the strategy is actually not to regret after making a bad decision while you are in depressed...so at the same time..im kinda advice myself when i advice her...im not the one who are so into listening to people's opinion or advice...so i dont care what the people around me have to say about my decision...but when i advice others...especially this one...then i realise...that i m actually advicing myself and getting stronger...although i still depressed with the situation...but then i know i wont do stupid things..(at this very moment at least...you know what i mean....)

so..what im trying to say here...that yourself is the best advisor ever...no one can stop you if you dont want or want to do something right???i know it moght sound so easy for me to say things like this...but...believe me...i've been in the worse situation and people just can't tell....until it got really worst...i just realize this actually...i've heard about it but never go thru it...then now i've experienced once...when theres a person who had been in the same shoe like me...and you kinda like dont want to let the person down...and you try ur best to be the best listener ever...then without you realizing it...you are actually like talking to yourself...i feel so..something like magic in me...when people felt depressed and they feel lots better when they met you...its kinda like a reward to me...(maybe i should be a counselor then..hahaha)

i've been thinking to do new things in my life...to try all the things that i've wish to try before...and to be more positive in every aspect...and bla...bla...bla....you know...its kinda weird...but believe me..it really took away all the stress in me...i dont know about you..

so...this blog is so all about me...what i want to share with you guys is just that...to be positive aint easy...but you still can be one if you want to...i knew it is sometimes annoying to listen to others probs...(actually its because you know that its like you know they'll never listen to what you say to em)but its good...because then you learn more about life..and without realizing it you had been the best 'teacher' or can i say (motivator) to yourself...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

when i feel that failing is my only option..

wont say more bout it...but that is what im thinking now...silly...!!